In
1984 I began a journey, one that ended this week. It didn’t begin
as my journey. I was merely a companion, myself and thousands of
others, to a stranger who would become someone I felt I knew. Over
the last thirty-five years his journey became symbolic of my own,
shedding light on my own life in the way all great stories do. Though
his personal, real life journey continues, the story he was telling
is now over. I want to talk about endings.
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This
is not the first time I’ve written about Mage: The Hero
Discovered and its creator Matt Wagner. I’ve talked about it in
more detail in a previous blog and written about it academically for
Salem Press (though the links in that blog are now dead so
you can’t see it anymore). This comic book series began in 1984
and I was there with the first issue. At that time Wagner said that
he envisioned Mage to be three distinct story arcs. This
week, after thirty-five years and large gaps in production the final
issue of the final series shipped. It was the conclusion of a story that I have been anticipating for a long, long time. No spoilers, but
I was satisfied with the ending. It wrapped up the various plot
lines, encapsulated the feel of the entire series, and stayed
thematically consistent with everything that went before. In its
ending it conveyed that even when a specific story ends, life goes
on.
But
I’m not here to do an analysis of the narrative. This is more
personal than that. There are specific plot and character elements
I’ll go into here but, if you want to know ‟what happens” I’m
sure you can find many articles online, or you could, preferably,
read it yourself.
I’ve
read a lot of comics. I’ve been doing so my entire life and for the
last twenty-two years I’ve worked at a comics shop which give me
access to everything that comes out. As much as I love the medium
most books I read are an ‟in the moment” thing and then
forgotten. That is more true now than when I was younger, of course.
Like a lot of media consumption the majority of it can be enjoyed
while engaged with it, then easily discarded. There are those that
deserve further study, of course, and those that reward multiple
readings. It is an art form that comes with all of the problems and
expectations and joy that can be associated with any other art form.
But for everyone who loves this stuff, I assume, there are those few
titles that become a part of your life. Heart books I have called
them in the past. Those books that speak to something more personal.
Mage
is one of those series for me, perhaps the biggest one. At the time I
couldn’t have told you why it spoke to me as strongly as it did.
I’ve had a lot of time to think about it since. Mage appeared in
the early days of the Direct Market, an innovation in comics
distribution that allowed for more diverse content from a wider range
of creators. I liked a lot of the books I saw then simply because
they were not the traditional Marvel and DC superhero fare. Mage was
a unique mixture of superheroes, fantasy, myth, and Arthurian legend,
all things that I was into. What made it different at the time was
that it was all took place in a contemporary setting. The popularity
of the genre we now call Urban Fantasy has made this approach much
more common, but back then it felt unique. The protagonist, Kevin
Matchstick, was a young man wearing jeans and a t-shirt, someone I
could know, or more importantly, someone I could be.
This
is a core part of the connection. The story opened very differently
from most. We didn’t get an explosive fight scene. It was very
understated, but it’s was definitely the hook that reeled me in.
Kevin meets what appears to be a homeless street urchin and proceeds
to have a very personal three page conversation with this stranger,
revealing his doubts and anxieties, the kind of questions about life and identity
that most people have in their early twenties. It turns out that the
homeless man is Mirth, the avatar of the World Mage... Merlin, if you
will. This Meeting With the Mentor serves a
dual purpose, one that
works on a meta-level. For Kevin, his meeting with the Mage launches
him on his personal journey of self-discovery. For me, and probably
for others, my meeting with the series Mage brought me into
the journey as well. Mirth spoke to Kevin and Matt spoke to me
through Mirth. In this way the series became a mentor for those
engaged with the narrative. It did for me at least.
What
I didn’t know at that time was that Matchstick was an avatar of
creator Matt Wagner. He looked just like him. Since that time Wagner
has called the series and ‟allegorical autobiography.” He took
elements of his own life and fictionalized them. Over time, the more
you knew about Matt, the more you could recognize in the narrative,
and the more personal the story became. Over the years, because of
his other work in the comics industry, through interviews and letters
pages, we saw elements of his life outside of his work seep through.
Because of these, and because of the personal nature of Mage, an
illusion of intimacy was created. This happens a lot with artists,
though I think it is probably more obvious with musicians or actors.
Through their public persona and the work they create we feel like we
know them better than we actually do. This feeling is heightened when
we can see ourselves reflected in their work.
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I
don’t know Matt, not really. I have met him in real life exactly
twice, once at a convention in Ohio in the early 90s and once at San
Diego Con in 2009. During the 80s and early 90s when I was trying to
get into the comics industry through self-publishing I sent copies of
everything to several receptive creators, Matt among them. He always
wrote back, even if it was just a postcard. He was supportive and
friendly and those things felt really important at the time. A few
years ago when I was researching my article for Salem Press he was
gracious enough to answer a bunch of questions for me. He would
probably recognize me if I walked up to him at a convention. We’re
friends on Facebook. I feel like I know Matt, certainly more than he
probably feels like he knows me. But all I really know is what he has
revealed to me through the allegory of Mage.
Matt
and I are contemporaries. I’m about three months older than he is.
We grew up with a lot of the same cultural touchstones, and it’s
obvious to me we read a lot of the same books and comics and shared
many of the same interests. It’s part of why I could so easily
project myself into the series. As time went on some of these
interests became more well-developed. Matt has said many times that
he was unaware of the mythologist Joseph Campbell and the idea of the
Hero’s Journey when he began working on Mage, even though in
retrospect it is amazing how closely Kevin’s path follows this
pattern. Campbell came to prominence in 1986 through a series of
interviews with journalist Bill Moyers (available in print form as
The Power of Myth). This series was eye-opening for me and still
qualifies as one of the most influential books of my life. It pulled
together so many of my interests and the ideas I had been having
about them and gave me a language and worldview that still resonates
with me today.
One
of these ideas is that of a personal mythology. Psychologist Carl Jung asked the
question, ‟What myth are you living?” The idea is that each of us
reenact recurring motifs in our own personal story. We are the
products of our culture and for good or ill we can all become caught
up in unconscious behaviors due to the social structures we live
in and the stories we have been told about our place in it. The
benefit of knowing the myth you are living is so that you can break
out of harmful patterns of behavior and self-delusion and adapt a
story for your life that is healthier and more fulfilling.
Matt
put his personal myth on paper and shared it with all of us. By doing
so he set a precedent for his readers to do the same. As we saw
throughout his series, it is possible to be living several different
myths at the same time. It’s also important to acknowledge that
everyone around us is doing the same thing. We may be the protagonist
of our own story, but we are also the supporting cast in the lives of
others.
It’s
important to note here that while the story of Mage, and that of
Kevin Matchstick, is over, Matt’s life isn’t. Without spoilers,
while there is a definitive end to the series it is implied that life
goes on for our protagonists. Endings are important. It’s part of
what is missing from mainstream comics. Great myths have their
ending, but as licensed corporate characters none of our modern
superheroes get to have that. Every character at Marvel and DC have
died at some point, only to be resurrected (an overstatement, but you
get my point). Big events happen and then are quickly forgotten. We
all say we want continuity, but with an eighty year history and
characters that never really age we can never really get that. Not as
long as people are making money from the products. We continue on
with what Stan Lee referred to as the ‟Illusion of Change.” We
can never get true closure.
Endings
are difficult in real life. Even when the result is a good thing,
such as leaving a bad job for a good one, or moving to a better
house, it is still stressful. Change is hard. When it is the end of a
relationship or a life it can be emotionally catastrophic. Experiencing these in our fictions provides a catharsis from a safe emotional distance. That is but
one of the lessons of empathy we can learn from them.
I
watched as Matt, metaphorically through his avatar of Kevin, grew in
strength and power and came into his gifts as an artist and
storyteller. I saw him when he fully embodied that power, when he
served as an inspiration for a generation of other creators and
shared his path with them, creating opportunities for others to share
their own journeys and find their own power. I saw him age and
discover new challenges in life, just as I was doing in my own. I
have joked with him that I have always identified with Mirth more
than Kevin, and maybe that is because part of my path has become that
of the Magician. As a writer and artist and educator I embody more of
that myth than I do that of the Warrior or the King. Through Kevin, Matt has shared his family with us and his experiences as a father.
That part of the recent series became more profound because it was
colored by his now adult son Brennan, who wasn’t born when Mage
first appeared.
So
it goes.
I
recently taught an Intro to the Graphic Novel class at the University
of Pittsburgh. I taught some of the canonical works that everyone
teaches, like Maus and Persepolis and Fun Home. I did a section on
the superhero, of course, with Batman Year One and Watchmen being the
primary texts for what I wanted to do. I finished the section with
Mage. Hey, it’s my class, I can teach what I want! I may be the
only person to have done this, and to be honest, I questioned if this
was just my favoritism coming into play and if there was anything of
value to discuss in a college level comics class. Looking at the work
through this lens I was able to use it as a way to talk about myth
and Arthurian legend, Jungian psychology, Campbell’s Hero’s
Journey, and the genre of Urban Fantasy. We also were able to touch
on a different way to do autobiographical comics, comparing it to
some of the other books I mentioned. Where Watchmen and many other
books of the time are famously a deconstruction of the tropes of the
superhero I argue that Mage (and a few others, like Scott McCloud’s
Zot!), are a reconstruction of the trope clothed in a modern setting.
However you look at it, the title was a great success in class and
gave us a lot of material to discuss. At the end of the semester
several students referenced it as their favorite thing we read all
semester, and I know I made a couple of avowed fans. The journey Matt
documented still speaks to certain people.
So
now what? What do I do now that I have seen the end of something I
have anticipated for thirty-five years? Is my life that different?
Not really. The only thing I no longer have is the anticipation. I
trust that Matt will continue to create new material, not for Mage
but for other projects. As a fan of his work I still have things to
look forward to.
I
also now have the entire story of Mage. I have a new anticipation,
that of rereading it. I have gone back to the original
many times over the years and as I have grown and changed and aged I
have discovered new things in the narrative. It speaks to me in
different ways at different points in my life. Now that there is more
of it I believe this experience will only increase.
Thank you, Matt, for sharing your journey, for inspiring me and many others. Thank you for being a friend in a very meta sort of fashion. Good luck in all of your future endeavors. You have let Mage go, but your well-earned power as a storyteller remains.
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